FUSILADE

Ian, a SMU student, his age was 17 years old. His friends often laughed and mocked him "fusilade" because he had a relationship with Bella, an university student who had big difference of age with Ian, she was 22 years old. First, Ian and Bella met each other when they would organize the performance of art. Ian as the leader of that performance and Bella as the leader of event organizer who had been rented. They became intimate because they often met. Bella was autonomous girl and she was a good patner for chat.

Ian had been mocked by his friends with frightened him. They said if he could leave his freedom. Maybe Bella required him to marry after she was granted from university. Finally, Ian fed up and left his friends. All words from his friends made him confused. He became hesitant with his relationship with Bella. But he tried to think positive about his relationship with Bella.

Bella picked up Ian to school because she didn't have schedule of university lecture. She often picked up him and Ian too. It wasn't surprised if everyone in his school knew about his relationship with Bella.

And then Bella made him realize from his fantasy. Ian's thinking couldn't be controlled. He thought since had relationship with Bella, his freedom became limited. She arranged his life.

Finally Ian decided for break from Bella during one month. His reason to Bella was in order to knew each feeling, missed him or not. And Bella accepted that decision.

The following day, his friends influenced Ian to decide his relationship with many statements. Ian was very worried. He could forget with Bella when together with his friends, but in other side, he remembered Bella. There were many places which had a lot of memories with Bella.

Exact one month and they met again. He was longing to Bella. He was longing to see her smiling and laughing. He also missed Bella attention for him. But the decision had been taken. Ian decided his relationship with Bella. Ian wasn't ready for the serious relationship. When Bella said about that, Ian was quiet. Bella's saying made him had been mistaken to Bella. Bella understood with his purpose. Difference of age was the important cause. Finally they parted.

And then Bella went. First, Ian regreted his decision. He felt a burden to break up with her. He wasn't ready to loss Bella. He didn't want to loss his girlfriend and best friend that he had. Finally he chose to chase Bella and he wasn't care if he had been mocked again by his friends. And then he stopped and saw Bella enter to car together with another man. In fact, Bella considered Ian as "her fusilade". When one month for break, Bella used that time for dishonest.